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come and slit my throat
there's no antidote
nothing's left
and I'm praying to the deaf

only you could help
come and save me from myself
oh I know I won't get through
I'd rather not be than be without you

all alone and left behind
nothing but you on my mind
full of love, full of fear
I can't breathe when you're not here

full of love, full of fear
all alone and I'd need you here
I embrace the memory
it's all you've left me

I suck up the memory
I live in reverie
after all is done, after all is said
why should I live when you've left me for dead?

I'm numb because of the reefer
forgetting doesn't work either
lost my haven, lost my home
it's always been you and that's set in stone

won't get through
never over you
I suck up the memory
I live in reverie

I miss you every day and every night.
it kills me from the inside
because one thing will always hold true
I've loved you, long before I met you.
and now you're gone and I still do.

tired of feeling
no hope for healing
let the bullet kiss my brain
release me from my pain

kiss me kiss me
save me save me
kiss me kiss me
save me from myself

only you could help
Kill me before I kill myself


from Trenches of Reality, released August 4, 2017



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